Well January went by great i should admit that.
First i started the month well, i felt happy most of the time. I even went throught my whole month without almost dying. I did great at school, and my lately me and my beloved man talked well as we used to do.
The worst part was my birthday when no one came, and i felt really bad. If you add the fact that a friend of mine was going to call me so we can meet but he did not and when i told him i felt bad he sent me a message saying that i his friend died and i was too young to understand it, but i know what its like to loose a friend and when i told him i do he got mad at me , i don`t really care now.